My 20th birthday...

Time flies..so, it've been 1 month pass since he leave and i really miss him. Every single thing and place remind me of him....

21st of October, it was my 20th birthday today~~ So,we're heading to ampang look out point to celebrate it.. thanks for temerloh gang for celebrate this day with me and also thanks for mm75-2 for singing the birthday song for me..*touch*...It'll never be a perfect birthday since u're not here with me, but yet still need to thanks a lot for our temerloh gang for their accompanies in this day. Especially neeshin, purposely came from karak to celebrate with me...thanks yaa,muackss...hahaha... So here's some photos taken on that day. Some of them was grab from win chin.

Thanks felicia for drawing me this..i love it..thank you..*muacckss*

on the way heading to the restaurant.

so, this is the restaurant we're going to have the celebration.

syok sendiri..hahahaha

i am so damn ugly in this photo.



My marina spagetti...quite nice



dunno why this fellow will have such espression..cheong-k?

smile la gigi, dun so emo...

sweet couple...(neeshin n jian yik)

me...lousy picture taken by lousy bobo..haha

KL night view..nice huh?



some of the photos grab frm this guy..win chin



my birthday cake...taste good..ice-cream cake...

happy birthday to me..wish u were here..

my favourite photo...

another favourite photo of the day...

Thanks a lot for you guys...apperciate and touch..

and here's the present given from my dear from England...
i really love it so much...thank you, my dear..
How good will it be if you were by my side...

random

wow, it had been a long long time since the last time i blogging... seriously, im nt in mood now...hmm, well...dosent feel like doing anything..i wanna to sleep and eat..don't feel like doing work at all..it was the 7th week for our 3rd year 2nd sem, it was a busy year for all of us right? argghh.. I WAS REALLY NOT IN MOOD RIGHT NOW!!! what can i do? i cant tell u at all, if text u, u sure won't reply...im damn moody right now.....hmm..

Black & White

So here, this is what we did in the last class before our holidays!! weee~~ We are playing with the flash light, trying from different angle, and here is the result. Enjoy!!!

(photos grab from patrick)

petrosains klcc

So, last Wednesday was a field trip to Petrosains for MM075. This is not the 1st time i went to there, so dosent feel vry excited, but yet enjoy to go with classmates. We had a awesome day that day.

At 1st, i thought it was jz a field trip for us to relax, mana tau~~~~awww, we need to write a report based on the trip. oh no~~

So, my theme is "VISUAL+RYTHM"... I have no idea what should i write about tis title..awww>.<

So, yea, we start our trip with the 'dark ride'. There's few section during the ride, frm the rainforest of malaysia to the mountain, frm mountain into the sea, n lastly there's a video display depicting malaysis's transformation into the new millenium.
After some few section, we came to a section that showing about 3D object. It was soooo awesome, at 1st, we though we can touch the object, but when we look clearer on it, we realise tat it was an object that reflect frm a projector through mirror.

Ok, after that, started to do my research for my report. Well, i dont really find any things that's really get my attention based on visual+rythm..But i found something interesting. The things look excatly same as the fire siren alarm. There's some info write at thr and say tat thr's no air in space. for this reason, sound does not travel at all in space.' In my mind, i was wondering, bcz i dosent know bout it at all. So, i try to esperiment on the object. I press the button to ring the bell, n observe what happen after that. So as the conclusion that i get after the esperimet, sound is made when air molecules vibrate and move in waves.

After that, continue our journey again. Well, at here i found something that really grab my attention. If was a white screen on the wall which some nice graphics, when u raise ur hand n touch those graphics, it will move~~~omg, i was falling into it, it is soo awesome, i love it soo much. It was an amazing day hanging out with all our classmates for this trip. XD

无题..

很久很久没有用华语写blog了....这几天超累的,每天都在赶assignment...
都没的睡觉...TOA真的是想把学生累坏,我已经累到不懂怎样形容了...就快要崩溃了...
很累很累....

这几天在忙功课的时候, 发现到他对我的态度有点不一样了...变得很陌生....
也渐渐的发觉我们的距离越来越远...*那他去了英国, 不是更糟糕???*
说真的, 自己真的很想自私一次, 把他留在身边, 不让他离开..
那种体贴, 关心的问候, 也已经没有了...
在我最需要他的时候,他出现陪我---吵架...没有力掉...已经一天没有睡觉,累到要死了,
他竟然跟我吵架...哇,很厉害咯,我都不懂可以讲什么啊...
真的是他妈的, 明明是他无理取闹, 还要将我找架吵...闲掉~~~

今天在他面前哭了,因为真的很压力,很无助...
我哭了, 在他面前, 压抑很就的泪水, 终于在他面前掉下...
每当看着他的样子, 眼泪都会在眼眶里翻滚着...
在想, 没他, 我会怎样? 没他, 我会好过吗?
发现到自己真的已经把他当做一切, 把他看的比任何事情都重要...
为了他,我什么都能做,样什么都能放弃...*可是他可以咩? 绝对是不可能啦..*
很不喜欢自己这样, 可是就是不能把自己拔出来...
很多时候的他, 为了朋友, 可以放弃我...有时候还蛮希望自己是他的朋友, 而不是女朋友...
难得可以两个一起出来, 他选择去clubbing,而不是陪我, 就连我哭, 也没安慰我两句就走了...
*说真的, 我还真的很不喜欢自己的男朋友去clubbing*
可是我就是没权力阻止他...或许也应该说, 他从来就不把我说的话当一回事...
我不喜欢的, 他就是偏要做... 仔细想想, 他还真的没试过因为我不喜欢而不去做某些事..
我就是没那么大的影响力去改变他...
可是他就能不能因为我而改变一次? 一次.. 就一次... 一次就够了...

我的心情一天比一天的差...我们在还能在一起的时间也一天一天的慢慢在减少...
如果可以让我自私一次, 我希望能把他留在身边, 不让他离开..已经失去过一次, 不想再有下一次...虽然知道着一切都把可能...*倒数3个月*
谁希望自己的男朋友离开自己到那么远? 而且一去就是4年....
到底没他的日子, 我会怎样过?? 如果我没把他看的那么重, 或许,我的日子会好过点吧...或许...

多希望...

...你不要跟我吵架
...你能爱我多一些 (哈哈)
...每天睡醒睁开眼睛第一个看到的是你
...你能关心我多点
...当我想见你时，你能出现
...你能明白我的心情
...你能听我讲废话
...知道你的东西
...你能多点哄我
...你能了解我多一些
...你可以和我分享东西
...没当心情不好时,你能亲亲我的额头,再抱抱我
...你能永远在我身边

Nadeje

Weeeee~~~finally i have been to malacca again...so happy weh.. i miss the mile crepe (千层蛋糕) sooo much... Due of labour day, we had been stuck in a terible traffic jam for 2 hrs i guesss.. reach malacca at 4.30, soooo bored and tired after stucked for such long time... Once we reached, we headed to the baba kuih shop, but it is too late when we arrived, the kuih all had sold out...so sad, so we decide to go to hv our lunch+dinner in a baba nyonya restaurant...hmmm, actually quite dissapoint, cz the dishses is nt tat nice as we think.. After that, we headed to Nadeje.. I was soooo exicted weh... i miss the cake sooooo much..

tenji

Last thursday, went to tenji with our gang... At first, we were planning to go to jogoya, but it was fully booked, so at last we went to Tenji..
Tenji was a japnese buffet restaurant located in mont kiara.. Due to the the promtion, we went there at 9.30.. The view from there was quite nice, and also those foods were delicious too... Especially the desserts...*yummy* i love the lime tart sooooo much..^^
Basically, the foods were quite nice and there are a lot of choices.. And due to the promotion, 1 pax just cost RM60, as normal price were rm110 after adding those tax... So, it's kinda worth.. But seriously, the service was a bit bad la...Coz the staffs dosent understand english, it's hard to communicate wif dem when we are asking something from them.. Here is their homepage.. have a look there...http://www.tenji.com.my/home.html

before go in..

2 promoter

i love this lime tart soooo much~~weee~~

there are a lot of dessert

the coconut is damn sweet..

this fellow keep taking photos, cz he scare he is nt in the photos.