Imma currently having a 2 weeks holiday and yes, I am back to my lovely hometown. :D

Feel so relax to be in hometown. Try not to think about my assignment at this moment. haha

And yes! He have brighten up my day! what else i can say? Imma really having a big smile on my face coz of him. haaa. :D

Found an article from the web. quite meaningful.

有個人、愛過了、就結束了..

有句話、說過了、就後悔了..

有道傷、痛過了、就麻木了..

有顆心、顫過了、就破碎了..

一段親情、過密了、就斷絕了..

一段友情、過近了、就稀釋了..

一段愛情、過深了、就劇終了..

一段路口、過難了、就錯選了..

有些東西、時間放久了、就會變質的..

有些事物、發展很久了、也會變質的..

有些感情、時間和距離、是會貶值的..

有些傷痛、醞釀得越久、發作得越厲害..

有時候、想說出那三個字、卻沒勇氣..

有時候、想說出另三個字、卻狠不下心..

有時候、想刻意記得、卻總是忘記..

有時候、想可以忘記、卻總是敗筆..

唯一一個人、想愛、可不能..

唯一一個人、想恨、不可能..

唯一一個人、想留、卻無能..

唯一一個人、想放、卻不能..

戀著一個人、天使從不曾離開..

想著一個人、眼睛從開始睜開..

望著一個人、目光在哪裡停留..

夢見一個人、微笑何時在嘴邊..

想說、我還喜歡你

想問、還喜歡我不

想懂、你在想什麼

想裝、所有的痛傷

想忘、那美好的過去

想憶、卻漸漸逝去

想靜、卻心煩意亂

想哭、卻淚已流...

oh well, i was freaking bored that time

so that I came out with this as my wallpaper. haa~

happy brand new year!

Happy 2011. New year, new life.. Wish everyone have a wonderful 2011 !! wish all my dreams come true in this brand new year and forget all the sadness! Oh well, if you ask me what is the most precious moment in the 2010? Well, the answer is "NOTHING!". haha. I should said that i had nothing memorable since the end of 2009 throughout the whole 2010. I had a terrible year in 2010, lost my phone, lost my DSLR battery, lost my friend's headphone and a lot more unlucky things. Luck is against me for the freaking whole year..sigh..

So, less pray and work hard for this brand new year! Hope everything went smoothly and I am able to accomplish what I want. I need to spent less and work hard in the coming month..is the last semester and I am going to graduate soon! haha, damn excited when I think about it. I must make sure myself gone thru the whole semester with a flying color result! *hiak hiak* we shall see. ;)

• successfully graduate for my degree.
• have a nice graduation photo with daddy mummy.♥
• travel for at least 5 countries in my MUST go list!
• work for a part-time.
• update my portfolio, resume and CV.

basically, that's the to do list for myself in this coming months. Oh　yea, I am going back very very soon..for CNY! Can't wait for the date to arrive, I am going to talk and eat non-stop with papa mama..awww...i miss them so badly! Yet but not least, I cant wait to hang out with my dearest gang..See ya! =)

有种低沉的心情...

A-Lin- 给我一个理由忘记你

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F5FlN-NBGo8

雨都停了 这片天 灰什么呢
我还记得 你说我们要快乐
深夜里的脚步声 总是刺耳
害怕寂寞 就让狂欢的城市陪我关灯
只是哪怕周围再多人 感觉还是一个人
每当我笑了 心却狠狠的哭着

给我一个理由忘记 那么爱我的你
给我一个理由放弃 当时做的决定
有些爱 越想抽离却越更清晰
那最痛的距离 是你不在身边
却在 我的 心里

当我走在去过的每个地方
总会听到你那最自由的笑
当我回到一个人住的地方
最怕看到冬天你最爱穿的那件外套
只是哪怕周围再多人 感觉还是一个人

每当我笑了 心却狠狠的哭着

给我一个理由忘记 那么爱我的你
给我一个理由放弃 当时做的决定
有些爱 越想抽离却越更清晰
那最痛的距离 是你不在身边
却在 我的 心里

我找不到理由忘记 大雨里的别离
我找不到理由放弃 我等你的决心
有些爱 越想抽离却越更清晰
那最痛的距离 是你不在身边
却在 我的 心里
我想你....

hell!

hell! what else can I say?? my 2 weeks holiday to denmark, sweden and finland is totally ruined up coz of the fucking snow!! I hate snow!! I really hate snow! It bring lot of troubles for us when it's snowing! I'm now doing nothing at here! at this freaking bored place!! I want to go back bristol right now! yea, but my friends all are coming to london, so i will meet up with them and go back together...I cant wait to see them! i am damn fucking bored at here! I never felt so upset before! darn it!

Some how, it make me miss those precious moment coz of someone....I miss it like hell.. I knew that I miss it.. I need a MASSIVE HUG right now! All I need is just a hug!! Can someone just slap me and ask me not to think about it anymore?? :,( I shouldn't think about it anymore!!! NO!!!

I MISS IT!!!! I WANT IT BACK!!!!! :,( SOMEONE PLEASE GIVE ME A TIME TRAVEL MACHINE!!! ARRRGGGHHHH!!!

part of the life.

去年的今天, 我单身了~单身并不是件可怕的事~哈哈~

其实到现在, 我还真的搞不清楚真正分手的原因..不过, 我也不想再追问..

在很和谐平静的情况下, 我们分手了...

结束了应该有5年的恋情~

我记得当我们说出“分手”, 这两个字的是后, 我并没有哭...

也刚好, 那段时间跟家人一起到外地旅行, 所以没心思去伤心吧?

但, 分手后的一个月, 那一天, 我哭了...彻彻底底的痛哭...从来没试过这么的崩溃...

只有那一天...第二天睡醒就当作没这么一回事~哈哈~

不能否认, 有时还是会不断回忆起以前的种种, 但只是回忆, 不是因为放不下还是什么的~

纯粹的不小心想起而已..

这一年里, 在没有他的陪伴下, 我学会了独立, 学会了一个人...

以前的我, 什么事都把他放在第一位, 任何决定都会为他考虑...

分手后, 才发现到原来爱情并不是全部..也在这是才了解到家人比一切来得重要..

我承认我并不是一个成熟的孩子, 但经过这些事后, 开始察觉到自己的思想开始变成熟了..(ps: 我身边的朋友也这么认为, 不是我个人觉得咯.)

一個人久了，會懶得戀愛
一個人久了，朋友會越重要
一個人久了，會越來越喜歡聽歌
一個人久了，電話會常常忘記帶
一個人久了，就會養成一個怪癖
一個人久了，對愛情會越來越挑剔

一個人久了，除了寂寞點外還是蠻開心的
一個人久了，會慢慢變得成熟起來
一個人久了，會比以前更重視更愛父母，更重視親情
一個人久了，對所有的節日大多沒甚麼期待
一個人久了，聽到看到別人一對對的很甜蜜，心裡多少還是會有些介意

一個人久了，會喜歡買很多無謂東西，帶自己去很多很遠的地方
一個人久了，會覺得無拘無束自由自在天寬地廣
一個人久了，愛情會變得越來越不重要，取而代之的是錢和事業
一個人久了，會越來越理性，越來越現實

總之，一個人久了，是很幸福的時光。。。

即使有一點點無聊和寂寞
但是游走在自己的街道上
甚麼都可以無所謂 沒有任何束縛

可是原來。。。
一個人久了，是會上癮的。。。

我对你，只有放弃，没有忘记...我唯一没有做好的事，就是说了 “我爱你！”

虽然你不是个很好很好的男朋友, 但你还是我最爱的那一个~(这一生应该不会再找到个更爱的了吧~)

正所谓人是没有十全十美的嘛~我也不见得是个很好的女朋友咯~

谢谢你在这段日子里带给我的欢笑, 悲伤..这一切会是我成长美好的回忆~

虽然分手了, 但还是回希望你过得好, 吃得饱, 睡得好~~哈哈哈~

当然希望还能做回朋友啦~毕竟再见还是朋友嘛..

虽然我知道你还是很看不开, 不能把我当朋友看待~(看fb就是很好的证明咯, 还有几次的巧遇..不要抵赖.:))

但是, time will prove everything! 希望你看开点啦~~*ngek ngek ngek*

谢谢你让我长大成熟了! :)

ps:这纯属本人的想法, 不代表我还爱着他! Please be clear. :)

memories of my childhood.

"From 20 to 27 November change your profile picture on Facebook for a cartoon of a hero of your childhood and invite your friends to do the same... These days will celebrate WEEK OF THE RIGHTS OF THE CHILDREN! Post it share it, because we care about the kids. "

So when i saw this post, there are ton of childhood memories appear on my mind. I recall back those memories when i was a kid, from kid to teenager. I still remember when i was a kid, i have lot of dolls. Yeap, i means lots! teddy bear, barbie doll, doggie, mickey mouse etc. Perhaps i was the 1st child of my parents, that's why they bought me a lot of dolls and I love all of them! hehe. In my mind, my favorite doll when i was a kid was pink panther! My parent bought me a super huge pink panther and two little tiny pink panthers for me when i was around 3-4 years old. Every night, i need to hug them to sleep.♥

When i was growing up, mummy was trying to help me throw away the bad habit of hugging dolls to sleep. She always say that it's bad for our respiratory system especially if hugging those furry dolls to sleep. So, she try to cheat me that she already throw away my pinky panther and i remember that i cried for few nights coz of hugging nothing to sleep. Yet, recently, when i was tidy up my stuffs, i found that my 3 favorite pink panthers was actually store in a big box in the store room. awwww. I was damn happy when i found it. haa. It remind me my childhood. hiak.

But nowadays i was actually hugging my piggy to sleep. To be honest, i can't sleep well without hugging the pig. That's why after i came to here, I can't really sleep well. So, i try to buy lot of pillows pretend to replace my piggy. haha. I know i'm stupid for being so childish, but i really can't sleep well without hugging it.

so, this is my favorite character when i was small. mr. pink panther.

I laugh like hell when i saw this.

Banana in Pajamas! haha.

one of my favorite cartoon when i was

a kid. funny. haha

Yeap, powerpuff girl. My favorite cartoon network

cartoon character ever!

Cinderella. The prettiest princess ever.

I bet lot of peoples watch this when they were kid!

Is teletubbies! haha.

I used to watch this with my sibling and cousin.

I always said that i am Thinky winky (purple color 1)

coz im the eldest, and tinky winky is the

eldest too in the teletubbies family! hehe

Of course, sailormoon. prettiest heroine ever!

Okay, perhaps peoples will think that

im kinda tomboy for watching this kind of

cartoon. But, to be honest, this is freaking awesome!

Digimon Adventure is the best adventure cartoon ever!

I used to watch this with all my sibling and cousins!

We always gather together after bought the cd

and feeling so excited everytime we

watch this! hahaha. I really enjoy every single

time with my cousins and siblings when we

are watching this!

My neighbor totoro by Miyazaki Hayao. My favorite japenese

anime all the time!

I have watched this for thousand times,

but i never get bored on watching it.

I love the graphic and all the character

inside this movie.

The opening title is just so cute! awww ♥

long mao! the little girl was sleeping on totoro. cute. ♥

Miyazaki Hayao - Sipirited away

Another nice film from him. He never disappointed

his audience with his new work! The character

of his film always look cute and the graphic is damn nice!

Nice story, nice character, nice graphic!

That's a successful film!

This is damn cute, isn't it? ♥

Even tot they are not the main character of

this film, but i really love them to the max!

grrrr....i feel like pinch them! so damn cute! isssh..♥

Yet, but not least. This is the film that I was crazy-ing

with recently. It was written and directed by

Miyazaki Hayao.

he is awesome, don't you think so?

the best japenese cartoon director ever.

Well, the story is about a goldfish named Ponyo who fall in love with

a five-year-old human boy,

Sōsuke, and wants to become a human girl.

She is so cute and pretty. I really fall in love with her. hiak hiak.

♥

look at the graphic and color mood. It was

freaking awesome! I really love it to the max! ♥

I wanna watch it so badly right now! grrr~~~ can't download it. sigh. I should bring the dvd along. aikss. So, these was the childhood memories and my favorite cartoon character.

Have a great day and enjoys! ♥