Thursday, 24 February 2011

my blessed new year

ok, i know i am a bit too late for this update. But, who care..hahaha.. I just feel like blogging lo..*wink* So yea, I spent my CNY with my beloved family and friends. To be honest, it's really a bored new year...perhaps we are getting older, can't really feel the new year atmosphere. But still, need to thanks dad for letting me fly back to celebrate new year with them. :) I know they miss me a lot and so do I.


Thing never went smoothly when you are expected for something good happen. Yea, I was sick on the 4th day I back to Msia. Hell yea. I can't join for my babi gang gathering because of the sickness. sigghh. Yet, I still able to met up with my gals. The last time I met them is like half year ago..lol.. So,we decide to have a small gathering.. just four of us, too bad that others can't make it, because lot of them are going back to hometown for new year.

Nothing special happen in this new year..everyone is still the same.. The only thing change is the time of gathering between our gang had become lesser. Every time when we ask for drinking, a lot of them are giving excuse and refuse to come out have a drink. I duno what exactly happen to them..but all of us do feel that the time of gathering have become lesser and the friendship between us are changing too. :( Just like what my nini said: "经过时间的洗礼,再深再好的友情,都会有变质的一天..." this is so true isn't it?


travel alone for 6882 miles. carrying 3 heavy bags..it's killing me..

it's worth for travelling so long just to see them.
i love them. :)
That night, daddy bought us to one my favorite restaurant 
for our dinner. Papa is ♥....awww...i miss all those dishes..
Im so satisfied with the dinner! :)

is yao char guai! yummy! I can't find any nice yao char guai in UK lo!

daddy know that I am craving for bak kut teh, so end up bringing
us for bak kut teh as dinner in the 2nd day. :D
I am a happy girl. weeeee~~



owh, I love this bubble milk tea. nice. But I still prefer
the bubble milk tea located opposite Sunway.

Meet up with the girls and had this bunny pic. haha. :D

Mummy is busy decorating the house for chinese new year.

is ah san birthday! A homemade birthday cake from me, nini & ah ngan
for her 22nd birthday. happy birthday my dear! :)



as usual, our drinking session.. haha.. talking non stop..
pattern liao liao.. that's our style..lol


Yes, is my darling cousin, my little notti princess. They are back to
Temerloh for new year. Look how cute she is? sitting on my bro and
watch movie together. haha. I like this pic! cute to the max!!


ok, my sisters and cousin all are so 38..keep asking me to put on the nail polish..
I guess i need to charge them lo..hahaha


It's the reunion dinner! Mummy's cooking is always the best! Awesome!


the notti gal is tying up her hair...so notti~~wanna cubit her face..hahaha




Kid are queuing up for angpau~haha
mummy was waiting them to say something nice before giving them angpau..
hahahaha..the best one owiz is 祝你青春美丽~lol


is my cousin brother's birthday. What a lucky boy having birthday
on the 1st day of new year. (lunar calender)
Happy birthday jek kee! :D



This notti girl keep saying the cake is not nice, but end up keep eating!
hahaha! I want to cubit her laaa~~~issshhh


I always love to watch firework. Dunno why, it remind me of something
and people. haaaa..



This is really funny, all of us never play this before. kongming lanterns or chinese lanterns?
I don't really know the exactly name of this lantern in english lo..
All of us were so excited and keep on writing our wishes on the lantern..
hahahaha~~so 'sua gu'.. we are shouting while letting it get up to the sky! lol!!






I heart them. :)
They are always the best girls in my life~


It's time for letting it fly la~~fly as high as you can la~~lol~~



mahjong session! This is always a must play game during CNY! lol!
I am so bek cek loo! the 1st time ever i got
4 'fei'! but end up 'small husband!' wada fark!!


I never play poker before. My very 1st time to try this game.. wuahaha..


Every year during CNY, there are always drinking session in my cousin house.
Their house are always the most happening 1 during CNY.
That's the babi that keep forcing me to drink drink drink! sei babi! haha
(ps: all the photos are grab from winchin dai gor..haha)





i ♥ this.

lousang arrr~


Mafia session at bob's house..everyone was laughing n shouting..haha
I wish the time will stop at the moment, so that I can stay at
my lovely hometown..




Still, I need to face the reality..im finally back to bristol laaaaaa~~sighh~
and yeah! I have move to a new house! look at my room!
a double bed room~so nice lo~I can just spent my whole day
sleeping and doing ntg.. wahahaha


bought a piggy from msia..so that i have something to hug
when im sleeping. :)




im seriously fall in love with kinder beuno! a wide wide smile. :)))



Saturday, 12 February 2011

那阳光 碎裂在熟悉场景 好安静 
一个人 能背多少的往事 真不轻 
谁的笑 谁的温暖的手心 我着迷 
伤痕好像都变成了曾经  

全剧终 看见满场空座椅灯亮起 
这故事 好像真实又像虚幻的情景 
只是那好不容易被说服 的自己
借口又顶不住懊恼的侵袭 

好后悔 好伤心 想重来 行不行 
再一次我就不会走向这样的结局 

好后悔 好伤心 谁把我 放回去 
我愿意 付出所有来换一个时光机 
对不起 独自回荡在空气 没人听 
最后又是孤单到天明  

真的痛 总是来得很轻盈没声音 
从背后 慢慢缓缓抱着我就像你 
你和我 还有很多的地方 还没去 
为何留我荒唐的坐在这里  

好后悔 好伤心 想重来 行不行 
再一次 我就不会走向这样的结局
好后悔 好伤心 谁把我 放回去 
我愿意 付出所有来换一个时光机  
对不起 独自回荡在空气 没人听 
最后又是孤单到天明 
最后又是孤单到天明.......






Wednesday, 26 January 2011

Imma currently having a 2 weeks holiday and yes, I am back to my lovely hometown. :D
Feel so relax to be in hometown. Try not to think about my assignment at this moment. haha

And yes! He have brighten up my day! what else i can say? Imma really having a big smile on my face coz of him. haaa. :D


Friday, 7 January 2011

Found an article from the web. quite meaningful.


有個人、愛過了、就結束了..

有句話、說過了、就後悔了..

有道傷、痛過了、就麻木了..

有顆心、顫過了、就破碎了..

一段親情、過密了、就斷絕了..

一段友情、過近了、就稀釋了..

一段愛情、過深了、就劇終了..

一段路口、過難了、就錯選了..

有些東西、時間放久了、就會變質的..

有些事物、發展很久了、也會變質的..

有些感情、時間和距離、是會貶值的..

有些傷痛、醞釀得越久、發作得越厲害..

有時候、想說出那三個字、卻沒勇氣..

有時候、想說出另三個字、卻狠不下心..

有時候、想刻意記得、卻總是忘記..

有時候、想可以忘記、卻總是敗筆..

唯一一個人、想愛、可不能..

唯一一個人、想恨、不可能..

唯一一個人、想留、卻無能..

唯一一個人、想放、卻不能..

戀著一個人、天使從不曾離開..

想著一個人、眼睛從開始睜開..

望著一個人、目光在哪裡停留..

夢見一個人、微笑何時在嘴邊..

想說、我還喜歡你

想問、還喜歡我不

想懂、你在想什麼

想裝、所有的痛傷

想忘、那美好的過去

想憶、卻漸漸逝去

想靜、卻心煩意亂

想哭、卻淚已流...




oh well, i was freaking bored that time
so that I came out with this as my wallpaper. haa~


Saturday, 1 January 2011

happy brand new year!

Happy 2011. New year, new life.. Wish everyone have a wonderful 2011 !! wish all my dreams come true in this brand new year and forget all the sadness! Oh well, if you ask me what is the most precious moment in the 2010? Well, the answer is "NOTHING!". haha. I should said that i had nothing memorable since the end of 2009 throughout the whole 2010. I had a terrible year in 2010, lost my phone, lost my DSLR battery, lost my friend's headphone and a lot more unlucky things. Luck is against me for the freaking whole year..sigh..

So, less pray and work hard for this brand new year! Hope everything went smoothly and I am able to accomplish what I want. I need to spent less and work hard in the coming month..is the last semester and I am going to graduate soon! haha, damn excited when I think about it. I must make sure myself gone thru the whole semester with a flying color result! *hiak hiak* we shall see. ;)

  • successfully graduate for my degree.
  • have a nice graduation photo with daddy mummy.♥
  • travel for at least 5 countries in my MUST go list!
  • work for a part-time.
  • update my portfolio, resume and CV.
basically, that's the to do list for myself in this coming months. Oh yea, I am going back very very soon..for CNY! Can't wait for the date to arrive, I am going to talk and eat non-stop with papa mama..awww...i miss them so badly! Yet but not least, I cant wait to hang out with my dearest gang..See ya! =)



Thursday, 30 December 2010

有种低沉的心情...

A-Lin- 给我一个理由忘记你
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F5FlN-NBGo8

雨都停了 这片天 灰什么呢
我还记得 你说我们要快乐
深夜里的脚步声 总是刺耳
害怕寂寞 就让狂欢的城市陪我关灯
只是哪怕周围再多人 感觉还是一个人
每当我笑了 心却狠狠的哭着

给我一个理由忘记 那么爱我的你
给我一个理由放弃 当时做的决定
有些爱 越想抽离却越更清晰
那最痛的距离 是你不在身边
却在 我的 心里

当我走在去过的每个地方
总会听到你那最自由的笑
当我回到一个人住的地方
最怕看到冬天你最爱穿的那件外套
只是哪怕周围再多人 感觉还是一个人
每当我笑了 心却狠狠的哭着

给我一个理由忘记 那么爱我的你
给我一个理由放弃 当时做的决定
有些爱 越想抽离却越更清晰
那最痛的距离 是你不在身边
却在 我的 心里

我找不到理由忘记 大雨里的别离
我找不到理由放弃 我等你的决心
有些爱 越想抽离却越更清晰
那最痛的距离 是你不在身边
却在 我的 心里
我想你....






Wednesday, 22 December 2010

hell!

hell! what else can I say?? my 2 weeks holiday to denmark, sweden and finland is totally ruined up coz of the fucking snow!! I hate snow!! I really hate snow! It bring lot of troubles for us when it's snowing! I'm now doing nothing at here! at this freaking bored place!! I want to go back bristol right now! yea, but my friends all are coming to london, so i will meet up with them and go back together...I cant wait to see them! i am damn fucking bored at here! I never felt so upset before! darn it!

Some how, it make me miss those precious moment coz of someone....I miss it like hell.. I knew that I miss it.. I need a MASSIVE HUG right now! All I need is just a hug!! Can someone just slap me and ask me not to think about it anymore?? :,( I shouldn't think about it anymore!!! NO!!!



I MISS IT!!!! I WANT IT BACK!!!!! :,( SOMEONE PLEASE GIVE ME A TIME TRAVEL MACHINE!!! ARRRGGGHHHH!!!