♥ feh sui♥

chop off my fringe last few days. oh well, maybe becoz it's too shirt, my aunt said that i look noobs. sigh. i always looks noob la. lol. well, last night having a yum cha session with my peeps. it had been an age since i last saw ah san. yea, so i finally saw her on yest. We have a great chit-chat session that night and when we talk about a japenese restaurant at malacca, suddenly ah xiang give us a reaction that really surprise us! he was clapping his hand and said ''yeah, sakura.'' omg, all of us stunt at the moment. we're really shocked by his such 'cute' expression. lol. meanwhile, he was so serious and telling us what he dreamt yest night. omg, he was just so funny when he tell us the dream, we just can't stop ourself keep laughing. lol. ah xiang, u really vy cute lo, this is really the 1st time i saw u so cute. haha.

called aunt at noon, chatted with her and she ask us whether i have start to buy all those stuffs which i need to use when i went overseas. well, i guess i shud started to buy it all on this coming weekend. seems like there's lots of stuffs to buy. i need jacket, more long sleeves, jeans, perhaps a pair of shoes and a bag. oh yea, i need a big luggage to pack of my stuffs. sigh.

❤爱不是缺了就找,更不是累了就换❤

找一个能一起吃苦的，而不是一起享受的
找一个能一起承担的，而不是一起逃避的
找一个能对你负责的，而不是对爱情负责的
爱情是盲目的，生活是现实的
因为爱情只不过是人类为了逃避现实
而衍生的产品
为了逃避现实，我寻找爱情
为了寻找爱情，我失去真情
失去了真情，才发现早已身陷虚情.
爱，绝不是缺了就找，更不是累了就换
你以为爱情是什么？
一点点的动心，一点点的冲动，一个拥抱一个吻？
天真的人，日剧看多了，痞子蔡的文章看多了。
这也许是爱情的一部分，但绝对不是大部分
爱情的主体是生活，一起生活
你能陪她一时的难过，但你能陪她承受所有的压力吗？
你能给她身体的温度，但你能给她生活的方向吗？
你可曾想象当热情褪去，
拥抱对你已经没有任何吸引力
你们如何走下去？
距离是真爱的考验，由时间作为答案
为了你深爱的人，请做出点牺牲，守住你们的爱情
否则怎么能谈得上真正的爱情
你可以忘记以前的誓言，但要记住自己的真心。
扪心自问，你是否爱的那么深？
你愿意让两个人都受伤吗？
爱，绝不是缺了就找，更不是累了就换
生活不是一个人好好的活
是两个人如何一起好好过
但是一些客观的原因，现实中你们目前还不能在一起
难道你就这样轻易放弃，而委曲求全了吗？
难道你就不能为爱守侯吗？
你允许自己的目光如此短浅，而只看见眼前的快乐吗？
一生就这样的走完吗？
是真爱，就永不言弃.

L.I.F.E

omg! my life is just fucking boring at this moment! holy shit! im going to grow mushroom if continue like this. sigh.

anyway, yesterday just went back to college and submit all my documents for applying the Uni. so now, just need to wait for the offer letter. time flies. 4 more months, im going to leave here. oh well, i don't want to think about it right now, i knew that i sure will cry like hell when i leave.

im gonna miss my daddy, my mummy, my sweetheart. yeah, i will defitnetly miss them like hell. =(

sigh. Anyway, i wanna to travel to anywhere and eat as much before i leave. I wanna go to beach right now! I feel like screaming at there. I'm just so pissed off this kind of life. I want photoshooting! anyone? awwwww~~

萤火虫-张杰

那一朵盛开的玫瑰
掉落在你离开的季节
突然下起的雪 怎么也擦不干的泪
还记得那是多么久以前

谁用萤火虫照亮思念 你说过的这一切很美
回忆轻轻的吹 风如在心里面翻旋
仿佛看见 这许下的心愿
那一天我们能在此遇见
错过失去是否能在倒退
请记得不要流泪 说好的那一天
如果我们能够在此遇见 是否
你还会不会记得我的脸 和那些从前

谁用萤火虫照亮思念 你说过的这一切很美
回忆轻轻的吹 风如在心里面翻旋
仿佛看见 这许下的心愿
那一天我们能在此遇见
错过失去是否能在倒退
请记得不要流泪 说好的那一天
如果我们能够在此遇见 是否
你还会不会记得我的脸 和那些从前

那一天我们能在此遇见
错过失去是否能在倒退
请记得不要流泪 说好的那一天
如果我们能够在此遇见 是否
你还会不会记得我的脸 和那些从前

那一朵盛开的玫瑰
其实一直还留在那天

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分手！恋人口中的永远，究竟走了多远？

累了，放弃了，这是理由吗?
爱情原本就是两个人相互在乎，彼此拥有的情感。
试问，如果让你一生去爱一个人，一生去在乎一个人的思想，你怎么能不累?
如果分手后，你会再次爱上别的人，再次去在乎另一个人的思想，你可以不像从前那样吗?
当然与每个人相处都是不同的，会有许多客观原因的累，比如家庭等等....
就算这样，累了，你放弃了，可见你的爱情是如此卑微的，你并没有牵着 她/他 的手度过一切
难关，而是因为所谓的爱 她/他 爱到累，你放弃了，因为所谓的困难，你放弃了。
如此不够坚定的感情，你说累了，放弃了，这算理由吗?

爱！是用来创造幸福的，而不是用来寻找幸福的。

伤心了，分手，你在乎什么？

相信每一次恋爱都是真诚的，坦然的，彼此没有一丝情感是不会在一起的，就算是中途情感决裂。
你有没有想过你在乎的是什么？
是她/他是否还在爱你，还是你是否还在爱她她/他。
如果你在乎的是她/他是否还在爱你，她/他不爱你了，那你也不爱她/他了，如果是这样，那你大可不必在看下去，因为你的爱原来是建立在别人的想法之上。
如果你在乎的是自己是否还在爱她/他，你仔细的想想，自己当初的承诺，为了爱放弃一切，如今你是否应该放弃过去的伤痛，用真诚去感动她/他呢？
人非圣贤，孰能无过？做为彼此最亲密的人，爱她/他就应该耐心的让她/他明白自己错了，坦然的去接受她/他的改变，而不是因为她/他错了，就离开撒手不管。

被抛弃了，我也转身，谁对不起谁？

被抛弃的人，有的想继续等待，用真心去证明一切。
有的想放弃，会认为不值得。去寻找自己新的幸福，
如果你放弃了，你想过没有，永远！做为彼此的诺言，先放弃，后放弃，为什么放弃，又有何差别？
如果你爱她/他又何必在乎她/他是否爱你？如果你不爱她/他又何必在乎她/他是否离开？
当你被抛弃的时候，早已不堪疲惫的你已经不愿在等待的时候，给自己一个华丽的转身，借口是她/他不在爱我。

放弃的你可曾想过，原来你口中的一生一世和她/他一样也是如此的没有分量，没有责任。

爱情，若你放弃了，那又用什么来说爱情？

责任，若你接受了，请不要轻易的说分手！

Time flies~

time flies, it had been few months since...... ok, forget about it. Something remind me the funny shit that we used to talked before. How pure and sincere it's. lol. Feel so funny when thinking back on it. haha~ anyway, it was a past tense for me~

Holidays

Recently, the weather is just HOT to the max! I cant really bear with this kind of weather. Even though i just bath, but i still keep sweating. gosh! i wish the weather would be sightly cool a bit. yeah, a bit would be better.

Last Friday night was our graduation campaign night, it was a awesome night ♥. If you were there that night, for sure you will enjoy it. Thanks ♥daddy and mummy♥ purposely coming from Tloh to support us on that night. *touch* Let's have a clap for all the phenoms for the awesome night. We did a great job!

So yeah, im finally graduate! wohoo~~ enjoying my holiday at my peaceful hometown. =) Few more months to go before i leave to continue my further study at UK. oh well, everyday i just sleep, eat, online and doing nothing. The first few days, i was so enjoying with this kind of life. finally, i can sleep as much as i can. ok, now i feel it's bored to the max!! i need something to work on. Freelance or maybe taking some short course to enrich myself. Gosh! i really need a part time job. lol. There's some plan during this long holidays. Yeap, 1st for all, 'm currently planning having a trip to Pulau Ketam since momoko(qiao wei) keep asking me to go for a trip after her exam. After that, 'm going to Malacca because of fren's shooting session. So the one that all waing for--Khalil's concert! The concert is just around the corner, can't wait for it.

and after tat of course will be mayday's concert!! Actually i just went for their concert last year, but i still wanna go! I love their song soo much!

During june, daddy is going to bring us to Shanghai for the Expo 2010 Shanghai China(中国2010年上海世界博览会). It is a world expo in the tradition of international fairs and expositions. There are more than 190 countries and 50 international organizations participated and it is the largest expo ever. It should be a great experience to being there. But the only problem that i worry is the weather at shanghai. It's much more hotter than malaysia during june. Even in malaysia, I already cant bear of the weather. I don't wish to get sick during the trip.

2days after back from Shanghai, I'm going to have my trip to Langkawi with all my 'sei dong'. I was so so so so anticipate for this trip once we confirm to go there. 1st, because i never been to langkawi. (oh well, i know im a bit balia la,21 yrs old ady, still nvr been to langkawi) 2nd, i love ♥beach♥ so much! I really cant wait for it! i wish that im over there right now! weeeee~~

so after that, it's time for me prepare all my stuffs before i leave. I will miss my friends n family. =(

♥Owl City

Recently was addicted with Owl City's song. His voice is so awesome and i love his voice so much. Ocean Eyes, a wonderful piece of album. There are 12 songs in this album. My favorite song will always be ♥Vanilla Twilight♥...it was such a nice music and i feel so relax when listen to it.

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you.
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me.
I'd send a postcard to you dear,
'Cause I wish you were here.

I watch the night turn light blue.
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.