future and career.

Wow, seems like my blog have been neglected for a long long time..haaa~

btw, I am having a tough weeks due to the final is around the corner plus the easter break is coming soon too. Everyone is busying and suffering for the final outcome because all of us was struggling of what exactly are we doing and what is this subject about.

To be honest, as a multimedia background graduated student, it is really hard for me to adapt the way of teaching at here. Moreover, the course that I am taking is Graphic Design. It's kinda hard for me to start everything from 0 and directly entry to the final year. I don't know anything about graphic design, the way they working to brainstorming idea and the way they produce their work. We used to created some beautiful artwork even tough we can't really present it well, but as long as our work can represent our idea and it is nice enough, that consider as a nice artwork. But, it was totally different at here. It doesn't matter if you can't create a beautiful artwork, as long as you can crap a lot and talk until how awesome your work is, then this is consider as a successful and nice piece of artwork. Hell, this is really killing me, because I duno how to crap!

Seems like not everyone know that there are no exam for design course. All we working is tons of small projects. That is our so called 'exam.' Well, people always thought that since there are no exam in design course, it should be very easy and wouldn't feel as stress as those who are studying medical and so on. But, this is totally wrong! Design course is not as easy as what people thought. Design is not about whatever you design, as long as it is nice enough, your client or the tutor will agree your idea. Doesn't means that the design you like is exactly what your client like.

That's why design field is quite hard for those who working as designer to survive. I was kinda worry about my future and career. 2 more months to graduate, I really need to think and plan for my future. Dad ask me to study master, but I think I can't really handle it. I knew it's a good chance and opportunity for me to study master, but even degree I already feel stress and almost give up, how can I handle master? I know it sure gonna be lots of thesis to be written for master study. I hate writing. I cant bullshit and crap for those thesis. I am not like those local student at here which are used to craps around. lol. I needed to thanks god if I can successfully graduated from my degree..lol..*finger crossed* and work hard. :)