Thursday, 30 December 2010

有种低沉的心情...

A-Lin- 给我一个理由忘记你
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F5FlN-NBGo8

雨都停了 这片天 灰什么呢
我还记得 你说我们要快乐
深夜里的脚步声 总是刺耳
害怕寂寞 就让狂欢的城市陪我关灯
只是哪怕周围再多人 感觉还是一个人
每当我笑了 心却狠狠的哭着

给我一个理由忘记 那么爱我的你
给我一个理由放弃 当时做的决定
有些爱 越想抽离却越更清晰
那最痛的距离 是你不在身边
却在 我的 心里

当我走在去过的每个地方
总会听到你那最自由的笑
当我回到一个人住的地方
最怕看到冬天你最爱穿的那件外套
只是哪怕周围再多人 感觉还是一个人
每当我笑了 心却狠狠的哭着

给我一个理由忘记 那么爱我的你
给我一个理由放弃 当时做的决定
有些爱 越想抽离却越更清晰
那最痛的距离 是你不在身边
却在 我的 心里

我找不到理由忘记 大雨里的别离
我找不到理由放弃 我等你的决心
有些爱 越想抽离却越更清晰
那最痛的距离 是你不在身边
却在 我的 心里
我想你....






Wednesday, 22 December 2010

hell!

hell! what else can I say?? my 2 weeks holiday to denmark, sweden and finland is totally ruined up coz of the fucking snow!! I hate snow!! I really hate snow! It bring lot of troubles for us when it's snowing! I'm now doing nothing at here! at this freaking bored place!! I want to go back bristol right now! yea, but my friends all are coming to london, so i will meet up with them and go back together...I cant wait to see them! i am damn fucking bored at here! I never felt so upset before! darn it!

Some how, it make me miss those precious moment coz of someone....I miss it like hell.. I knew that I miss it.. I need a MASSIVE HUG right now! All I need is just a hug!! Can someone just slap me and ask me not to think about it anymore?? :,( I shouldn't think about it anymore!!! NO!!!



I MISS IT!!!! I WANT IT BACK!!!!! :,( SOMEONE PLEASE GIVE ME A TIME TRAVEL MACHINE!!! ARRRGGGHHHH!!!










Tuesday, 14 December 2010

part of the life.



去年的今天, 我单身了~单身并不是件可怕的事~哈哈~
其实到现在, 我还真的搞不清楚真正分手的原因..不过, 我也不想再追问..
在很和谐平静的情况下, 我们分手了...
结束了应该有5年的恋情~
我记得当我们说出“分手”, 这两个字的是后, 我并没有哭...
也刚好, 那段时间跟家人一起到外地旅行, 所以没心思去伤心吧?
但, 分手后的一个月, 那一天, 我哭了...彻彻底底的痛哭...从来没试过这么的崩溃...
只有那一天...第二天睡醒就当作没这么一回事~哈哈~
不能否认, 有时还是会不断回忆起以前的种种, 但只是回忆, 不是因为放不下还是什么的~
纯粹的不小心想起而已..

这一年里, 在没有他的陪伴下, 我学会了独立, 学会了一个人...
以前的我, 什么事都把他放在第一位, 任何决定都会为他考虑...
分手后, 才发现到原来爱情并不是全部..也在这是才了解到家人比一切来得重要..
我承认我并不是一个成熟的孩子, 但经过这些事后, 开始察觉到自己的思想开始变成熟了..(ps: 我身边的朋友也这么认为, 不是我个人觉得咯.)




一個人久了,會懶得戀愛
一個人久了,朋友會越重要
一個人久了,會越來越喜歡聽歌
一個人久了,電話會常常忘記帶
一個人久了,就會養成一個怪癖
一個人久了,對愛情會越來越挑剔

一個人久了,除了寂寞點外還是蠻開心的
一個人久了,會慢慢變得成熟起來
一個人久了,會比以前更重視更愛父母,更重視親情
一個人久了,對所有的節日大多沒甚麼期待
一個人久了,聽到看到別人一對對的很甜蜜,心裡多少還是會有些介意

一個人久了,會喜歡買很多無謂東西,帶自己去很多很遠的地方
一個人久了,會覺得無拘無束自由自在天寬地廣
一個人久了,愛情會變得越來越不重要,取而代之的是錢和事業
一個人久了,會越來越理性,越來越現實

總之,一個人久了,是很幸福的時光。。。


即使有一點點無聊和寂寞
但是游走在自己的街道上
甚麼都可以無所謂 沒有任何束縛

可是原來。。。
一個人久了,是會上癮的。。。
我对你,只有放弃,没有忘记...我唯一没有做好的事,就是说了 “我爱你!”


虽然你不是个很好很好的男朋友, 但你还是我最爱的那一个~(这一生应该不会再找到个更爱的了吧~)
正所谓人是没有十全十美的嘛~我也不见得是个很好的女朋友咯~
谢谢你在这段日子里带给我的欢笑, 悲伤..这一切会是我成长美好的回忆~
虽然分手了, 但还是回希望你过得好, 吃得饱, 睡得好~~哈哈哈~
当然希望还能做回朋友啦~毕竟再见还是朋友嘛..
虽然我知道你还是很看不开, 不能把我当朋友看待~(看fb就是很好的证明咯, 还有几次的巧遇..不要抵赖.:))
但是, time will prove everything! 希望你看开点啦~~*ngek ngek ngek*

谢谢你让我长大成熟了! :)



ps:这纯属本人的想法, 不代表我还爱着他! Please be clear. :)




Sunday, 28 November 2010

memories of my childhood.

"From 20 to 27 November change your profile picture on Facebook for a cartoon of a hero of your childhood and invite your friends to do the same... These days will celebrate WEEK OF THE RIGHTS OF THE CHILDREN! Post it share it, because we care about the kids. "



So when i saw this post, there are ton of childhood memories appear on my mind. I recall back those memories when i was a kid, from kid to teenager. I still remember when i was a kid, i have lot of dolls. Yeap, i means lots! teddy bear, barbie doll, doggie, mickey mouse etc. Perhaps i was the 1st child of my parents, that's why they bought me a lot of dolls and I love all of them! hehe. In my mind, my favorite doll when i was a kid was pink panther! My parent bought me a super huge pink panther and two little tiny pink panthers for me when i was around 3-4 years old. Every night, i need to hug them to sleep.♥

When i was growing up, mummy was trying to help me throw away the bad habit of hugging dolls to sleep. She always say that it's bad for our respiratory system especially if hugging those furry dolls to sleep. So, she try to cheat me that she already throw away my pinky panther and i remember that i cried for few nights coz of hugging nothing to sleep. Yet, recently, when i was tidy up my stuffs, i found that my 3 favorite pink panthers was actually store in a big box in the store room. awwww. I was damn happy when i found it. haa. It remind me my childhood. hiak.
But nowadays i was actually hugging my piggy to sleep. To be honest, i can't sleep well without hugging the pig. That's why after i came to here, I can't really sleep well. So, i try to buy lot of pillows pretend to replace my piggy. haha. I know i'm stupid for being so childish, but i really can't sleep well without hugging it.



so, this is my favorite character when i was small. mr. pink panther.

I laugh like hell when i saw this.
Banana in Pajamas! haha.
one of my favorite cartoon when i was
a kid. funny. haha

Yeap, powerpuff girl. My favorite cartoon network
cartoon character ever!

Cinderella. The prettiest princess ever.


I bet lot of peoples watch this when they were kid!
Is teletubbies! haha.
I used to watch this with my sibling and cousin.
I always said that i am Thinky winky (purple color 1)
coz im the eldest, and tinky winky is the
eldest too in the teletubbies family! hehe


Of course, sailormoon. prettiest heroine ever!

Okay, perhaps peoples will think that
im kinda tomboy for watching this kind of
cartoon. But, to be honest, this is freaking awesome!
Digimon Adventure is the best adventure cartoon ever!
I used to watch this with all my sibling and cousins!
We always gather together after bought the cd
and feeling so excited everytime we
watch this! hahaha. I really enjoy every single
time with my cousins and siblings when we
are watching this!

My neighbor totoro by Miyazaki Hayao. My favorite japenese
anime all the time!
I have watched this for thousand times,
but i never get bored on watching it.
I love the graphic and all the character
inside this movie.

The opening title is just so cute! awww


long mao! the little girl was sleeping on totoro. cute.



Miyazaki Hayao - Sipirited away
Another nice film from him. He never disappointed
his audience with his new work! The character
of his film always look cute and the graphic is damn nice!
Nice story, nice character, nice graphic!
That's a successful film!


This is damn cute, isn't it?
Even tot they are not the main character of
this film, but i really love them to the max!

grrrr....i feel like pinch them! so damn cute! isssh..

Yet, but not least. This is the film that I was crazy-ing
with recently. It was written and directed by
Miyazaki Hayao.
he is awesome, don't you think so?
the best japenese cartoon director ever.
Well, the story is about a goldfish named Ponyo who fall in love with
a five-year-old human boy,
Sōsuke, and wants to become a human girl.

She is so cute and pretty. I really fall in love with her. hiak hiak.


look at the graphic and color mood. It was
freaking awesome! I really love it to the max!


I wanna watch it so badly right now! grrr~~~ can't download it. sigh. I should bring the dvd along. aikss. So, these was the childhood memories and my favorite cartoon character.
Have a great day and enjoys!



Friday, 19 November 2010

article to share.

如果两个人分手之后做了朋友, 那说明我从來沒爱过你.

如果两个人分手以后依旧可以做分手之前做的事, 那说明我想让你记住我.

如果两个人分手之后我不再见你并大声说我恨你, 那说明我不捨得离开你.

如果两个人分手之后在彼此的世界消失了, 那说明我真的爱你.

分手時, 沉默是最好的问题, 最圆满的答案.

恋爱是甜蜜的,分手是难免的. 谁不是哭过几次, 痛过几次, 才找到最后的愛. 分手是必经的,但有些问題不必问.

1.不要问: 為什么要分手.

无论答案是什么, 都是你难以接受的原因.

2.不要问: 你有沒有爱过我.

爱过如何, 未爱过又如何,总之這一刻就是不爱.

3.不要问: 我做错了些什麼.

爱不是讲对错, 而是讲感觉.. 相爱是谈情, 不是讲理. 当爱的感觉已經不存在, 对或错又可以挽回 些什么?

4.不要问:我有什麼不好.她有什么好.我有什么比不上她.

何必逼对方,再一次侮辱你, 打击你的自信心.

5.不要问:难道你不记得我們以前快乐的日子了吗.

/他要离开你,就是因为她/他要现在的快乐,和將來的快乐.

6.不要问:不如我們重新来过.

这个哀求,只会让对方觉得你更可怜,更卑微.

7.不要问:我们以后还可不可以做朋友.

这样拖泥帶水,对方只会感到厌烦.

我一直说一句话爱是最美好的记憶. 爱过了,曾经拥有过了, 就要学会知足, 何必为难对方, 让曾经的美好变了味道. 让她/他曾经給过的温柔成为孤時温暖自己的美妙的回憶. 回憶是美丽的珍藏走过的轨迹握紧现有幸福

♥♥♥

Tuesday, 9 November 2010

the big day ♥

well, i know my blog is like half dead.
but, i am really trying my best to keep it update, just, im too lazy. wahahaha. Life was so good so far, nothing bad or special happened. Assignment due date is just past, so it's quite free at this moment, yet, the new project brief is coming soon. I can sense that the sleepless night gonna come soon. sigh. So yea, im going to have my blog update with my 21st birthday and my awesome trip to london.
p/s: all the birthday photos is from wei tian. thankiu. :)


having one of my favorite drinks-long island. ♥


25 shoot of tequila that make me puke. :S



imma the birthday girl! wohoo! im officially 21. :D



zeryun. ♥


wee~my present. ♥




my girls. ♥


the gang.





guys, thanks for the present. i love it. :)


oh yeah! im now officially 21! thanks daddy mummy for bringing me to the world! thanks my frens for the celebration and thanks for all the wishes.

So after the celebration of my birthday, the next day we are heading to london for a 3 days 2 night trip. It was quite a successful trip, but the saddest part is we have no enough time to go for shopping. awww. I don't even got the chance to visit the Emirates stadium and also the Chelsea FC stadium. sigh. I swear i will go there shopping soon! I wanna shopping so badly! (yes, i know im kinda bad daughter, always spent money without planning, sorry papi, promise that i will started saving after the shopping session in london, ok? *evil laugh*)

Here go the photos of my trip to london. enjoy. :)




the very 1st day, we went to hyde park. 1 of the famous park in london i guess.
Well, the park is super big and we get lost inside the park! scary~



see!! the swan is walking around the lake. so nice~




an old man is feeding the birds and swans.


funny picture taken inside the park's mirror. haha.


St. Albert Statue


forgot what museum is this. quite nice.

It's Harrods! omg! I feel like shopping like a bitch when I went into Harrods!
Luckily I can still control myself. haha.
I swear, I will go back there and shop until i broke! lol~*papi is going to kill me*





Police here riding on a horse to go on patrol. Cool right?


Changing of the guard.
This group of guard is ready to exchange the duty with the previous guard.
I love their fluffy hat! It called as bearskins.


The gang. :)



Do you guys know what I love about overseas country?
Yes, is the sky! I love the sky so much!
I know actually the sky is just the same no matter
where you at,
but don't you feel that the sky at overseas
country is super nice? lol
this is one of my favorite photos of the day!




Ok, I found this signboard is super funny.
Eye look at left, car look at right?
all of us laugh like hell when saw this signboard. *lmao*


chinatown.




is yao zhar guai!! im so gam dong when saw this!
yet, it doesn't taste nice as what we expected.


三烧饭!我最爱的烧肉!wahahaha!





the national gallery. didn't went in, too pack and we are rushing
to the next destination.


Trafalgar square.




bigben.


Yes! is bigben! I can't believe that I'm in london!
and im now standing beside bigben! omg!
bigben is ♥!


super close up. (wei tian, can you open ur eyes pls? haha)


westminster abbey




is london eye! super nice! love it!





london bridge is falling down falling down falling down.


tower bridge. 1 of the most go place in the london.







As there was a taiwan food festival on the last day we stay in london,
so we went for there, searching for some nice food. hehe



卤肉饭~awesome.♥

people mountain people sea.
according to the reporter, there are 3000 peoples
going for the festival. crazy!



time to say bye bye to london.
catching our coach at london victoria station.



That's all for my post for my 21st big day and the awesome trip. Stay tunes for the next post. hehe. Hopefully im not lazy to keep my blog alive. cheers.
oh yeah, i saw my ex in the taiwan food festival. lmao. Well, he act like didn't saw me and at the end told my friend that I act like didn't saw him. So wtf. Is you acting like never saw me kay?? funny! 再见也是朋友咯, 拜托你看开点啦!请你搞清楚看不开的是谁咯, kay?? :)